Humpty Dumpty

I'll elaborate more on this when I have time to just sit with my to cup of tea, my laptop and enjoy a little peace and quiet.

Because this is my place to be free to say whatever I want I just want to say that March was probably the worst month I've had since I lost my mom.

I don't think I've seen such chaos going on with the people around me or maybe I'm seeing it with much clearer eyes and it was around me all along. T

Seriously, I don't think I've seen such a huge cluster fuck around me in a long time. Like I said I will elaborate later but it just felt really good to be able to say those words without being judged.

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